Time check

Hi guys, actually is hi no one because I have just checked my stats and guess what? THERE IS 0 VIEWS for my blog since like I don't know when. It's kinda predictable because I never told anyone about this blog at all, so I shouldn't complain. The last time I blogged about some stuff that I'm unhappy about was 1 November which is starting of the month and now its already half way through the month. Not that I am happy throughout the 18 days but I am just too busy to blog about my sadness. I'm pretty sure I "emo" a lot throughout the days and like I love to tweet when I am emotional. I guess its a space that I wanna vent something out, not because I like to let people see my emo tweets. There is too much stuff that cause my unhappiness which I shouldn't talk about at all. But I have concluded that I'm just too sensitive about everything. And there's caused me to be unhappy with the whole world, even my best best friend. I'm such a disappointment right? Somebody needs to really teach me how to be contented with whatever I have because I always feel like I gave out a lot but I received nothing. But I just love to give. Maybe that's me that I need to start knowing?